|||...victorious warriors win first n then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first n then seek to win...|||
thursday. how i wish time can juz freeze in its tracks. *sigh* my back is aching fr my fall dwn e stairs at my dad's hse. ~was walking dwn e stairs to take regan clothes after coming out fr e toilet where he's still playin with e water. as my feet r wet, i slipped. n with my wet hands can't grip on to e railing properly.~
me : ouchhhhhhhh!
bro : *ran over* wat happen? *saw i fallen* hahahahhaha
me : ya, thanks for being so nice to ur sis.
bro : ohh, i fell exactly at e same spot 5 mins ago. e best part is, i was holdin on to a cup of water n it splash all over my face. hahahahahhaha *rofl*
me : *managed to stand up* o-b-good.
bro : *walkin back to e pc* lalalahahhalala
dad : wat happen? *walk out of his rm*
me : i fell dwn e stairs. *looking pained*
dad : *disgusted face* u all ar, walk ard with wet feet, spill water, my parquet all damaged already. *walk away*
me : *stunned*
so sad right. i had a bad fall n first my bro luffed his head off cuz i suffered e same fate as him den my dad says i spoil his parquet. parquet more impt than daugther right. nobody help me smemore. =( *sobs* anyways, my thigh haf a big blue black, my shoulders n back r hurtin. i'm just so suay. i tink when a person is unlucky, even e most insignificant thing tat can go wrong will go wrong. was takin my hp n removin a tiny pc of e connector to charge my phone when i drop tat tiny pc of thing n nw cannot find as its too small. *sigh* bad mood since yesterday cuz everything went wrong. mayb its e time of e mth too. i feel so restless n jittery. stand also seems wrong, sit also seems wrong, sleep also seems wrong, everything seems wrong. i hate him, her, it, u, she, him, everybody. i hate dis world. *sigh* ok la, talk abt smething more happy. cooked dinner today. so excited i can fix a decent meal. haa... actually its whether i wan anot oni ma. *bleahz* keke... anyways, my mum's bro passed away n so she, along with my grandmama n her sisters, booked a bus n rushed dwn to jb to attend e wake. n nw i'm delegated with e responsibility of cookin for e nxt couple of days. *faints* well, hope they r still alive after tmr.
~in e kitchen frying diced long bean with chopped prawns with my mum's maid~
me : uni, need to add water?
uni : dun need la, mum nv add one.
me : u sure anot? like so dry leh.
uni : i tink so la. add oyster sauce can already.
me : ey, can take up already?
uni : u c soft anot?
me : i dun like to eat long bean lei, u try la. *take a prawn n taste* e prawn ok already lor.
uni : can la can la.
me : u say one ar. not nice say u cook one. haa... can already?
uni : i tink can liao
me : u sure ar? dun wan to fry a bit longer ar?
uni : yes la.
~dish up e food~
uni : *tasted e long bean* i tink a bit hard leh.
me : c, tell u fry a bit longer liao. ok, put back n fry.
uni : ok, e wok black black already leh, i wash first la.
me : dun need la, wash already dun haf e same taste. anyway, we just take up oni wat.
uni : ok lor.
me : *starts fryin* u try c can already anot?
uni : add sme salt.
me : i tink add soya sauce better, if not like so dry.
uni : ok. *taste* can already.
uni has been with us for 2 yrs. i tink she's as stubborn n bad-tempered as my mum tats y can click with my mum. though at first, always get lots of scoldings cuz always make mistakes. haa... she's going back to indonesia to buy a hse n get married nxt mth. feelin a bit sad even with her fiery character as afterall she has been with us for 2 yrs. when she came, she only noes malay n we had to communicate in sign language but nw we can even strike a conversation in english.

bcuz first impression always counts, a lot of ppl whom look like ruffians n with records r hardly given even a glance during job interviews. i feel sorry for those tat r genuinely serious abt turning over a new leaf but r not given e chance due to those minority tat still refuses to change themselves for e better. they haf served their punishments by doing time n yet society refuses to accept them. how i wish there r no bad ppl in e world with only love, kindness, peace n happiness. i noe i noe, its impossible. one can daydream right? hee... ::~33~::
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